positive vibes please

oh it's been lovely - I've had my friend Ali here to stay with me for a while. She actually came to work with me at the dreaded Bitchfest Arena.

She hated it

She said I should leave...

She says my unhappiness is down to a lot of what's there

She's right

She said the qualities I have are still there and I need to find a way of freeing them

She kept me sane when I worked this last week.

Thank you Ali. And thank you Roger for letting her be here!


So here I am, with the weekend ahead of me trying to work out my plan to leave; open a tea and lifestyle shop, retrain as a regression therapist and maybe a beauty therapist, buy a house for me, my daughter and grandson and write my book.

But most important of all wake up every morning without the feeling of unhappiness and dread. My physical and spiritual health is severely affected and I can not continue in this manner for much longer without serious consquences.

I'll even do the Lottery this weekend....you never know...wish me luck!